First and last places

Matthew 19 : 23 - 30

Many who are first will be last and many who are last will be first

We learn to be competitive from a very early age. No one would be surprised to hear of an older sibling clamouring for attention when a younger child arrives. Children learn to compete the moment they play together. And as parents we seem to encourage this. I look at the many medals won by my children in primary school for doing well in games or studies. They lay in the corner of a glass case, all but forgotten now that they are growing to be their own persons - no longer too interested in competing as hard for medals!

I often wonder how to understand the competitive spirit in light of God's kingdom. I believe that striving hard in the name of excellence, by using our God given gifts is something all are called to do. It honors God that we take his gifts seriously and we hone them to bring him glory. But there is a fine line between seeking to honor and serve God and seeking rewards. Jesus warns his disciples about this. Peter the vocal one revealed what was in his heart by asking, "Lord, we have sacrificed so much to serve you. What then will there be for us?" Jesus acknowledges Peter's sacrifice and does say that he and all those who have given up much for the service of God will be rewarded. However, there is a warning. Those whose primary motivation is receiving rewards will end up last. Those who are 'kiasu' in their service have got it all wrong. In God's economy, there is no room for such motives. He calls all to humble service. All are called to simply respond in obedience to God's summons and not worry about totalling up their points on the scoreboard in heaven.

Although there is a place for healthy competition in sports, in academics etc. we should remember our motivations. If we are merely using God's gifts to the best of our ability, there is no room for selfish pride that belittles others. All is given to us by God's grace, for the purpose of glorifying his name, not our own. There will always be a place in God's heart for each and every one of his beloved children, whether or not we have the 'medals' to display.

I am always humbled by those who are mentally and physically challenged. They are usually the ones whose simplicity leaves no room for prideful competition. They may be last in the eyes of the world, but I am sure that God has a very special place in his heart for them.