Ash Wednesday

Matthew 6: 1 - 6, 16 - 18
Joel 2: 12 - 18

"Return to me with all your heart.....rend your heart, not your garments"

There is so much to mull on in these passages. The early church, from about the fourth century onwards had designated Lent, a forty day period before Easter for two main purposes: for Christian believers to renew their baptismal vows, and for those preparing for baptism during Easter to be instructed in the faith. I think these two purposes are still very relevant today- and perhaps some churches have arranged baptism preparation classes during this period. But the second purpose is often not very clearly mapped out for Christians. Of course, our Christian growth should take place all year round - but as often happens this "all the time" becomes "no particular time" and so these forty days may be useful as a "set aside period" for intentional spiritual discipline.

By now, I am familiar with the day's readings - having read these passages for several years - come every Ash Wednesday. But the need is always there to hear the Word anew, where I am, at this time and place.

I hear the Lord calling to his beloved children. Some have strayed far and wide - to distant lands, like the prodigal son. So far that some have lost the understanding of what it means to be their Father's children. Some have stayed home all this while, faithful to their religious duties, yet their hearts have grown somewhat cold through dull routine. I know that being Christian for many years I am more prone to the second, more subtle straying. The early years of serving the Lord did indeed feel very fulfilling and alive- as time goes on, the desire wanes, even if the activities continue. "Lord, rend my heart" - might be a good grace to ask for this Lent. "Lord, let me see myself as you do - and know what sacrifice truly pleases you. Let me offer you what you desire from me, whatever the cost, rather than what I choose to give you"