See...it is I myself...

Luke 24 : 35 - 48

I have just sent in the reflections I have been writing for Asian Reflections 4, one week or so before the deadline. I had finished a few weeks ago but wanted to continue to read them over Holy Week, as the block of passages I wrote on covers the last four chapters of Luke. So this passage was there for me to reflect on as well. I discovered through the writing that it is very different from my own musings that I post on a blog. Those will actually be in print and so need to be edifying to those who will use the book as a devotional.

A dear friend - I'm sure she would not mind me mentioning this - is living a most graced 'slow spirituality' these days in Australia where she relocated to be with her daughter's family. I am really glad that even with the change in lifestyle - she used to be 'on the move' here with her own transport - the Risen Lord is just as real to her. Her grandson brings much joy and is a living reminder of the Lord's gifts and provision. I write this in the middle of a typical day for me. I am thankful that most days I can start the morning leisurely, and connect with the Lord before I attend to other things. But once I get started with the chores - like groceries, and cooking, the morning passes very quickly. This week I have a couple of extra clinic slots, so some afternoons and evenings will be spent at work. I am aware that when things get busy for me, there is always the danger that the 'present risenness' of the Lord fades out. Yes, I believe that Christ is our Risen Lord, but am not always attentive to his presence in the daily grind of life.

As I asked the Lord to speak to me through this passage, I heard his question directed at me, "Why are you troubled and why do questionings rise in your heart?" His question caught me by surprise...it was as if he knew my heart - which is sometimes hijacked by the anxieties of life. The question came to me in a gentle way that was meant to draw out what was in my heart. As I answered the Lord, his peace enveloped me...with the invitation to "See....it is I myself".