Mountaintop experiences

Matthew 17: 1- 9

Lord, it is good for us to be here. If you wish I will put up three shelters..

In my own journey and in listening to others, I find that many Christians have had 'mountaintop' experiences of the reality of God. Very often, these experiences are not directly to do with calling or mission. These experiences are often to do with God's affirmation of his love for us. Recently, I heard a few examples of such testimony. My own experience was of the love of God surrounding me; God seemed to enfold me in his love, an almost palpable feeling. But it was over in an instant and it is not something I can bring about on my own. Others have 'heard' (not audible but in their hearts) words of affirmation about how precious to God they are and how much he loves them. Such experiences are pure grace, and there is nothing we can do to make them happen. It was the same with the three disciples, Jesus' 'inner circle' whom he took to the top of the mountain with him. They were given a vision of Jesus, transfigured, in glorious appearance with his face and clothes shining. And of course, Peter the impulsive one wanted immediately to put up tents and stay there....it was too good a thing to let go! But we should note that this incident is found just after Jesus' prediction of his suffering and death (Matt. 16: 21ff). That would have to come before the glory.

In our lives of discipleship, mountaintop experiences are most welcome, but the cross also has a place. This is not something people want to hear. But if you look around, most people do bear challenging trials at some point in their lives. There will be inevitable crises and losses. Some of those who have had mountaintop experiences were going through a difficult time, and the unexpected grace brought much healing and strength. For others, it was given when they sought the Lord intentionally, perhaps during a silent retreat. But whatever the occasion, these mountaintop experiences are precious. We are not to focus on seeking them as our goals. But they are given by our loving God as and when he chooses. We all need moments of 'transfiguration' when we truly experience the power and presence of God. He knows that we do need these moments to look back to in our moments of agony, when walking the way of the cross. Perhaps Peter, James and John thought of this wonderful moment during their darker times and were strengthened and reassured.